Drugs, a scourge of humanity, represent one of the most detrimental coping mechanisms. Whether derived from plants or synthetically manufactured, so-called "soft" drugs (e.g., marijuana, hashish) or "hard" drugs (e.g., PCP, cocaine, heroin) are often resorted to out of desperation, shame, the desire for extreme escape, fear of the unknown, or fear of responsibility. Drugs serve as a refuge, shielding me from myself. When I resist living responsibly, my inner vulnerabilities may lead me toward drug use. Fear of confronting reality and exerting effort numbs my willpower, making me increasingly averse to making decisions. I allow myself to drift. Various drugs can lead to profound dependencies that mirror my "internal dependencies," such as delinquency, absent or emotionally unavailable parents, introversion, neuroses, or emotional and sexual compulsions that I attempt to suppress through substance use. The sense of disconnection, even feeling "torn away" from loved ones (parents, siblings, pets) or places and situations that once brought me happiness, can lead to inner emptiness, driving me toward drugs as an escape. Stimulant drugs allow me to "float," reach certain peaks, and experience an illusion of happiness by evading reality. Gradually, I become unable to function without them, and my dependence deepens with time. The initial step is to candidly acknowledge: Why do I turn to these substances? There is always a reason, regardless of its nature. I must recognize the genuine reason. I must accept myself as I am and learn to express my needs. Quitting drugs requires immense courage, fueled by the pursuit of inner peace. Becoming my true self in all circumstances enables me to attain and experience genuine inner peace, finding my place in this vast universe.
Types of drugs and their associated motivations:
- Hashish / Marijuana: Seeking a problem-free world, escapism.
- Amphetamine, cocaine: Stimulating productivity in pursuit of success, love, and recognition.
- LSD, mescaline, magic mushrooms, heroin: Craving sensations and expanded consciousness.
- Opium: Inducing bliss, lethargy, and a false sense of inner peace.
When physically or emotionally exhausted, I may generate a slew of dark, often erroneous, ideas. This can cause me to lose touch with reality without even realizing it, becoming detached from the actual world. When faced with a reality I'd rather not confront, I may create an alternative, albeit false, one. I can then convince myself of the accuracy of this interpretation, even if it contradicts the actual reality I find challenging. These interpretations, these imaginative worlds of my own making, can also exacerbate my fears.
Hallucinations can occur when I experience high levels of stress. For instance, if I desperately need to find a document crucial to a multimillion-dollar situation, my mind might conjure an image of the document (a hologram) that seems entirely real, briefly alleviating my stress. Upon realizing that it was a hallucination, I can think more clearly, either seeking help to locate the document or exploring other likely places to find it. Without this hallucination, I would have remained ensnared by my stress.
Regarding drug use, it can induce an expanded state of consciousness, allowing access to dimensions not typically reachable. Why do I turn to drugs? Could it be an attempt to escape unresolved inner turmoil that I struggle to address due to a lack of support? Dependency on drugs, regardless of their type, can offer temporary relief but leaves me disconnected from my true self once the effects wear off. The solution lies within me, requiring a journey guided by love and personal spirituality. This spirituality liberates me from the chains of the past, granting me freedom and autonomy.
There are instances where, following an accident, intense stress, or personal and spiritual growth, my "third eye" opens wider, enabling me to perceive colors around people, energy currents in space, or translucent (non-material) presences in my surroundings. This heightened sensitivity can make me feel as though I am hallucinating, particularly because my awareness is more attuned. In these moments, I gain confidence, enveloped in white and golden light, knowing that I am constantly guided and protected. I derive increasing joy from discovering and experiencing the true reality, the "I Am."
Drug addiction involves excessive consumption of various intoxicating substances, legal or not, including tobacco, medicines, alcohol, and drugs, leading to physical or psychological dependence. This compelling need to use substances reflects a deep fear of facing one's true self, preferring escape and unconsciousness. When self-love is lacking, it becomes difficult to believe that others can love and appreciate us. We retreat into a "fantasy" world, thinking nothing can reach us. We numb our inner wounds and emotions, denying our pain. To heal, we must acknowledge our true selves and embrace self-love.
Dark circles under the eyes typically signal tiredness, often resulting from allergies rooted in product dependencies. The body's message is that independence and self-reliance are crucial for happiness. Others' approval should be a bonus, not a condition for well-being.
Dependence often stems from a deep inner emptiness, an attempt to fill a void primarily caused by a lack of self-love or emotional deficiencies related to one of my parents. Through various forms of dependence such as alcohol, drugs, food, cigarettes, sports, or sex, I try to fill this void, despair, and sadness. My life lacks meaning, leaving my deepest desires unfulfilled. I feel in rebellion against the outside world and struggle to preserve my sense of self. I find it difficult to love myself as I am, and this temporary inability manifests as anger and resentment towards the universe.
Dependence becomes a temporary escape from a world filled with problems. Alcohol provides moments of ecstasy and numbness in the face of life's challenges, while non-prescription drugs lead me towards new sensations and uncharted realms of consciousness. All forms of dependence can have various negative effects on the body, potentially leading to uncontrolled fears (neuroses), especially in cases of strong dependence, such as drug addiction.
The crucial first step is self-awareness, which requires a great deal of love and courage to confront and break free from this enslavement that plagues my life. I choose to remain open to the unknown and the path that leads to self-realization. Unconditional love is the foundation of my healing. I seek support from others, explore different methods of natural healing to center myself, harmonize my being, and bolster my inner strength. This journey helps me integrate and heal the emotional voids experienced during my youth. I no longer fear responsibilities and reconnect with the divine being within me.
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